Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Dear friend.

Oh, Procrastination. 
You have been my close friend almost my entire life. But I think it's time for a break. These past few weeks have been kind of tough on me and I just don't think I'm ready for this level of commitment. Honestly. I'm not joking this time, I swear. I think in the long run it'll be better for both of us. I mean, we can both see other people, you know? And I know that for you at least, there are plenty of other people to see. So let's just call it quits. 

Love,
Sara

PS: It's not me, it's you. 

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Things on my mind.

Oh...goodness...

Many many things on my mind.

Some of which are too private to put all over the internet. But one thing I will say is this - it was a beautiful day, weather-wise, in Rexburg. A gorgeous 75 degrees, a light breeze making it's way through the trees; the kind of day that lures you out of doors to drink in the sunshine. 

Jessica and I went to Porter Park for the afternoon to talk, and sleep and just be. It was incredible. The thing about Rexburg/everywhere-that's-not-California, is that people can't help but be outside on a day like today. A lovely spring day that just makes you smile is a rare commodity here, whereas in California, or at least Simi Valley, they are a common and every day thing. At the park there were blankets spread here and there with friends and couples catching the rays of the sun, hammocks pulled tight between trees adorned with young students taking their Sunday naps, boys attempting to steal some hearts away with their cheesy overly-practiced love songs. 

It's fantastic really. 

Anyway, the afternoon was wonderful. "Just too marvelous for words." 

i thank You God for most this amazing day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything which is natural which is infinite which is yes  (i who have died am alive again today, and this is the sun's birthday;this is the birth day of life and of love and wings:and of the gay great happening illimitably earth)  how should tasting touching hearing seeing breathing any--lifted from the no of allnothing--human merely being doubt unimaginable You?  (now the ears of my ears awake and now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Daffodils

in time of daffodils(who know
 
 in time of daffodils(who know
the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how

in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)

in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes

in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)

and in a mystery to be
(when time from time shall set us free)
forgetting me,remember me 

ee cummings
 

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Hah!

Can we talk about how the guy who sits next to me in my Book of Mormon class sent me a random text about an hour ago asking me if I will go on a blind date with his best friend?? Oh but, don't worry, his best friend is a total "stud". Well I just have one question: If he's such a stud, why does he need his friend to set him up on a blind date??

Just a question.

Haha. This should be super entertaining.

Monday, May 04, 2009

Who am I kidding?

It's not like I have time for a boyfriend anyway. haha. Silly Sara.

Remember that one time...

When all of Sara's roommates had boyfriends (some even had two) and Sara felt like the odd ball out whenever they were all over?? 

Awkward....

I've never been good at dealing with these types of situations.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

What to do...

What do you do when you want to pray about something but you're scared to because you're scared of what the answer might be???